Summer 2014. July

I've never thought that I would miss Cambridge. During the last months I was counting the days before the leaving. Things change and now I don't feel home in Odessa anymore. I don't want to say that Cambridge is my home, I don't know. The main thing which I understood is that I lost my close friends. Of course we speak with each other, but that's something different.
Unfortunately, I've lost my best friend. She has new friends and hobbies and I am not in her list. Once a week she texts me a message. Probably, she feels her blame. However I know that she has done nothing. The main enemy of any friendship is a distance. If you don't lose your friend after your moving from your native town you can be proud of your life and your friend.
Also I had one love. I'm not sure that LOVE is the right word but I had real feelings, I was waiting for the messages and news from that person. Just because I'm so "lucky" our chats also finished. The old love does its job. I was replaced by another person.
Results: July 2014. I'm spending time with some teachers, going to the gym and swimming pool, I'm going to the beach with mom  and in the evening I'm playing with my sister. Actually it's not so bad but as every time I expected something more.