Childhood

Time passes so quickly. Didn't notice how my sister became so beautiful and funny. Now the most part of the year I live in the UK and see my small love just during the holidays.
It's so interesting to observe how child changes, to remember her first word, to be close when she needs your help and support, to give she a hand when she looks around for you.
These big brown eyes which look straight into yours have so much love and trust. It's difficult to explain that feeling when the child trusts you and gives you her heart.
After that look I feel like I can do everything for my petite sunshine, everything for this sincere smile. I hope she won't be never disappointed by me.

My fav sister

Angélique

Two days ago I watched a rather new movie. It was directed by a French director Ariel Zeitoun. Originally the movie was made according to the book of Anne et Serge Golon. 

The first minutes of the movie brings us back to the 17th century. We see the usual situation for that time a beautiful girl that doesn't want to obey her parents and doesn't want to marry with a stranger. The girl shows her character and I think Nora Arnezeder expressed beautifully all emotions: anger, dissent, disappointment and finally the most difficult -- humility with her fate. 

After the marriage we see that Angélique can be grateful to her brave and dedicated husband. 

The movie is very romantic and shows how people can change in different situations. The actor Gérard Lanvin who played the husband of Angélique suited perfectly for that role. He is a scientist and an experimenter who gained his wealth due to scientific methods. 

Moreover, in the movie we can see the real spirit of nobles who can do anything in order to be the most wealth people in the kingdom. An important role was played by gossips and conspiracies which gave the movie more action and abruptness. 

The end of the movie wasn't clear and we can wait for a second part.

I think the movie deserves 8 stars out of 10. 

Odessa. Ukraine. July 2014

Summer 2014. July

I've never thought that I would miss Cambridge. During the last months I was counting the days before the leaving. Things change and now I don't feel home in Odessa anymore. I don't want to say that Cambridge is my home, I don't know. The main thing which I understood is that I lost my close friends. Of course we speak with each other, but that's something different.
Unfortunately, I've lost my best friend. She has new friends and hobbies and I am not in her list. Once a week she texts me a message. Probably, she feels her blame. However I know that she has done nothing. The main enemy of any friendship is a distance. If you don't lose your friend after your moving from your native town you can be proud of your life and your friend.
Also I had one love. I'm not sure that LOVE is the right word but I had real feelings, I was waiting for the messages and news from that person. Just because I'm so "lucky" our chats also finished. The old love does its job. I was replaced by another person.
Results: July 2014. I'm spending time with some teachers, going to the gym and swimming pool, I'm going to the beach with mom  and in the evening I'm playing with my sister. Actually it's not so bad but as every time I expected something more.