Childhood

Time passes so quickly. Didn't notice how my sister became so beautiful and funny. Now the most part of the year I live in the UK and see my small love just during the holidays.
It's so interesting to observe how child changes, to remember her first word, to be close when she needs your help and support, to give she a hand when she looks around for you.
These big brown eyes which look straight into yours have so much love and trust. It's difficult to explain that feeling when the child trusts you and gives you her heart.
After that look I feel like I can do everything for my petite sunshine, everything for this sincere smile. I hope she won't be never disappointed by me.

My fav sister

Angélique

Two days ago I watched a rather new movie. It was directed by a French director Ariel Zeitoun. Originally the movie was made according to the book of Anne et Serge Golon. 

The first minutes of the movie brings us back to the 17th century. We see the usual situation for that time a beautiful girl that doesn't want to obey her parents and doesn't want to marry with a stranger. The girl shows her character and I think Nora Arnezeder expressed beautifully all emotions: anger, dissent, disappointment and finally the most difficult -- humility with her fate. 

After the marriage we see that Angélique can be grateful to her brave and dedicated husband. 

The movie is very romantic and shows how people can change in different situations. The actor Gérard Lanvin who played the husband of Angélique suited perfectly for that role. He is a scientist and an experimenter who gained his wealth due to scientific methods. 

Moreover, in the movie we can see the real spirit of nobles who can do anything in order to be the most wealth people in the kingdom. An important role was played by gossips and conspiracies which gave the movie more action and abruptness. 

The end of the movie wasn't clear and we can wait for a second part.

I think the movie deserves 8 stars out of 10. 

Odessa. Ukraine. July 2014

Summer 2014. July

I've never thought that I would miss Cambridge. During the last months I was counting the days before the leaving. Things change and now I don't feel home in Odessa anymore. I don't want to say that Cambridge is my home, I don't know. The main thing which I understood is that I lost my close friends. Of course we speak with each other, but that's something different.
Unfortunately, I've lost my best friend. She has new friends and hobbies and I am not in her list. Once a week she texts me a message. Probably, she feels her blame. However I know that she has done nothing. The main enemy of any friendship is a distance. If you don't lose your friend after your moving from your native town you can be proud of your life and your friend.
Also I had one love. I'm not sure that LOVE is the right word but I had real feelings, I was waiting for the messages and news from that person. Just because I'm so "lucky" our chats also finished. The old love does its job. I was replaced by another person.
Results: July 2014. I'm spending time with some teachers, going to the gym and swimming pool, I'm going to the beach with mom  and in the evening I'm playing with my sister. Actually it's not so bad but as every time I expected something more. 

London is...

London is a great and magic city. Every time when I come there I realise that again and again. How many blood pictures and wars were seen by the city. What a great number of lords and famous persons came into the Buckingham palace. These all will be forever in thick historical books and we can only suspect about what gorgeous buildings and old trees in magnificent parks have been keeping silent for centuries.

You will be amazed when you visit Green park, especially in the summer it makes you crazy about all its beautiful green lawns and huge trees which look like the guardians of the city. I can't describe that feeling when you breath a fresh spring air and lie under the sunshine. In the park you can meet a great variety of people. Everyone is doing whatever they want. Someone is dancing in the middle of the green field, someone  is playing volleyball with friends, this little girl is trying to catch the squirrel, that old lady is tired of the city rush and now she is relaxing in the trestle-bed. Here you become a part of the picture. And I even have a thought that I am a part of some movie which is being directed in that park.
What a magnificent astonishment you receive looking at the Tower bridge. It looks enchantingly. I can observe it for an hour and even more. Can you imagine old broughams which were covered with treasures or had a secret task to transfer the quine to another city in order to catch the enemies.
London is a beautiful place where you can feel free in any moment. You will not be judged by other people. In London you can be yourself and don't have to be the part of the grey community which obeys stupid herd rules. 

SKY

I like sky. Every day it's different. You can find an infinite number of new colors in each sunset. My lovely period of day is night. This is because of billions of stars which cover dark sky. When I observe the sky I can imagine anybody close to me. The sky is one thing which connects all people who live on the Earth.
When I miss someone too much, I just go outside and start thinking about this people, then I rise my head and realise that we are rather close to each other. We live under one sky and it doesn't matter how far away you are from each other, you are still on the Earth, you are still having blood in your body and  you have a breathing. So why not to think about your love person with tenderness and kindness. Nothing is bad if you are still alive and have a sense why to live.  

May. Exams. Me

Today is the beginning of May. My exams have already started.
Exams always link to stress and depletion. Good way to lose your weight is to start studying and reviewing hard before your final exams. Especially if your exams are just round the corner.
But good points always exist. Once exams finish holidays start immediately.  

Sky

Just Tuesday after long weekends

Today is Tuesday. I don't mind Tuesdays. After this day goes Wednesday, my favourite day(the shortest day in the awful week). The weather today is not very good, the sky is too dark and is covered with heavy grey clouds. What is more, now it is raining. Actually, I enjoy such kind of weather, but not today.
I don't know why but today I want hot weather and summer, and see. One day I will become mad from rain.
Every time when it rains my mood becomes worse and worse.
This Tuesday I had my first English exam. Thanks God I've passed it. I hope that I'll achieve A. That was an oral exam and the topic which I had to discuss was quite difficult. It was about secrets and how to keep them safe.
I love flowers, especially tulips. They are beautiful and present me with a good mood. I don't think that it's strange when a girl buys flowers for herself. Yesterday I bought tulips. Now they are decorating my room and every time when I look at the vase I smile.

Usual Saturday

The best time is when you can wake up whenever you want. That is why I like weekends. Thanks God that in the UK we have two extra lazy days because of Easter. I started understanding why people like watching moves during the night time. Today I watched "That means war". This movie was extremely cute and funny. If you haven't watched it yet, watch it immediately. And the actors played unbelievably good. Oh and I've fallen in love with Chris Pine.

But my day started not at 11pm when I began to watch the movie. Today I decided to practice in math. I even can't imagine that in 16 days I have my REAL exam.... 

Another good thing is that on the 2nd of May we have prom in the college. Though most likely I will go with myself, I don't really upset. I've chosen a gorgeous dress. I like it so much. It is black and it's made from satin. It's one of my favourite dresses. It is silly but I don't excited about the prom I just can't wait when I put on my dress.

Today we had one curious case. My plastic card stacked on the roof. It was very occasionally, strong wind just blew it. So I had to go out on the roof. That was quiet fun.

And again England

I haven't been writing this blog for ages. Now is April. I have come back home twice for different holidays. And recently I've returned from my spring holidays. This holidays were the best. I met all people whom I missed in England. My Best Friend had a Birthday Party and it was awesome. I hope I'll never forget this time.

The bad thing is that exams start very soon. My first Math exam starts on the 6th of May.
The studying becomes more boring. One very lovely thing now in Britain is weather. When I was in the train (from Gatwick airport) I took this photo. Oh and I had one funny story in the train. I checked the route of the train to be sure that it makes a stop in my city. Then I was relaxing, watching beautiful landscapes. I realised that my station was very soon. So I took my baggage and was stying in the front of the door. Can you imagine my astonishment when our train didn't make a stop. It just passed the station.
But everything finished with a happy end. I caught another train on the next station and went back.