Wednesday, December 25, 2013
Monday, November 18, 2013
Unfortunately
Somehow people
lose sight of that they can’t do everything, they can’t fight with the death and
they forget that once upon a time all will be finished. Every day we are
planning our life, we are planning every second. We live as if we were the
lords of our fate. Nobody can say what will be tomorrow, nobody can say what
will be and what no. Never know what is waiting for you around the bend. Please
appreciate your life and don’t try to plan everything for a long time,
everything can be changed very easily.
Sunday, October 27, 2013
Two months
In a few
days will be November. Two autumn’s months passed incredibly quickly. I was studying
nearly all the time or I was trying to study all the time. Days flew away thick
and fast, they left just memories and smile on my face. These two months were
good and bad, sad and happy, lucky and unlucky, but nevertheless I like them. I
like every spent day, every passed minute and every second which was flown away
and would never come back.
In these
two months I’ve met a lot of great people. They all supported me in hard
moments, they were with me, when I was happy, and they didn’t leave me, when I felt
bad. Some of these people became part of me; they became my very good and close
friends, with whom I can go anywhere, even on Mars.
I have no
regrets on these two wonderful and amazing months in Great Brittan. But at the
same time I miss my home, miss my mom and dad, my small sister and, of course,
I miss my friends.
The truth
"Love like a shadow flies when substance love pursues; Pursuing that that flies, and flying what pursues".
W. Shakespeare
Monday, September 16, 2013
My first day
Well. Today
was my first studying day. And I had physics. We were talking about rules and
about our homework, so our first real physics lesson will be tomorrow. I have
had already my timetable. On Mondays I have 3 h of spare time, so I even can’t
imagine what I will do during that free time. But I’m sure that everything will
be good, I hope.
The weather
is really very good. Today even the sun is shining, but it’s rather windy. Yesterday
we had very moody and dull day. The sky was grey, and I couldn’t see even the
tiny ray of sunshine. And my mood also was horrible: I wanted to sleep, or to
watch some movie. But today is really much better than yesterday. So good luck
everyone.
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
College
Today is my
2nd day in college. And I thought that my room would be bigger, but I
was mistaken. Ok. Yesterday was my first day. I’ve already gotten acquainted
with some people and we went to the classroom and we watched a horror ‘’MAMA’’.
We were like in cinema, because in classroom was special projector. And we had
an absolutely fantastic time. We screamed and held each other hands. And it was
really funny and amazing. Today we are planning to go to the city center. We’ve
had already a big company: about 6 people. And then I went to my tiny room and
started spreading out the suitcase my things. Today I want to buy some cute
things at my room to make it, more cozy and homey.
Thursday, September 5, 2013
Last day
I packed
everything. In 30 minutes I will be on a way to Kiev. Today I had a great and
sad day. I saw all my classmates and my teachers. They wished me a good luck
and told me not to forget them, to connect with them in Skype. And after school
I saw one my very good friend, but unfortunately we sea each other very rear. And
we hugged and then I went to my other friends, they also told me not to forget
them. And my mom was crying, it’s very sad. I love her very much. And then I
saw another my friend. We had a walk. We were sitting on the beach and were
speaking about nothing, we laughed and had an absolutely great and fantastic
time. After I had a dinner with my parents and their friends. The atmosphere
was homey. And this my last day was extremely replete. I want to thank everyone
for my great summer.
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
Tomorrow, after tomorrow.
After tomorrow
I’m leaving. This summer was perfect. I spent it with my friends; they
presented me a lot of great moments and positive emotions. This summer I fortunately
understood with whom I should communicate and who I should forget. One person I
should forget. We had some mutual memories, some short kisses, but we hadn’t
continuation. And we hadn’t relationships, we were just kissing friends. I
loved him, and he was kind to me. And I didn’t regret anything. I had some good
moments with this person and this is perfect. And I want to wish him happiness
and love, because I love him so much, even we won’t be a pair. I have very good
friends. They stayed with me in bad moments, they were with me when I was sad,
and they stayed with me when I was happy. I love them. Every my friend is a
unique person, who has its own individuality. When I come back in December, I
think we will have a lot of fun: clubs, cinemas, snowballs, fun and crazy time,
music concerts and ridicules photos.
I want to thank
my friends that I have them. And I want that they will know, I love them with all
the particles of my soul. Thank you for the perfect summer. See you in
December.
Tuesday, September 3, 2013
I
Today was
perfect. I was in my school and saw all my friends. And we had a party. We had
a great time. And I will miss it and my friends. Tomorrow they are going in
school. I can’t believe that tomorrow I won’t have lessons in my lovely school.
In two days I’m leaving. I packed my one suitcase and now I had to pack my
second suitcase. I’m afraid that I can forget something.
Monday, September 2, 2013
My Sunday
Yesterday
was the first autumn day. This day was fantastic and really sad for me. I jumped with the parachute again. It was even
better than the first time. I felt some ease. It was absolutely indescribably.
You should to try. I thought that I’m a unique person. And that was fantastic.
But this jump was very short. And at 9:30 am, I was returning to my home. And I
had my usual day.
But than I
had a meeting with my good friend. This person is very important to me. But now
I started thinking that we should end our communication. Every our meeting I
think that will be something special, but nothing happen. And it’s very
difficult to me to maintain our relationships. I want only one thing: to see
him again, before my leaving. And I want to tell him everything that I wanted
but I was afraid.
Saturday, August 31, 2013
Last summer day.
Today was
the last summer day. And I can declare bravely that this summer was absolutely
fantastic. I spent it with my dear people, with my relatives and close friends.
Now I reminisce my first summer day. Plane to Moscow. I was flying to Moscow
from Odessa and then to Tallinn. From Tallinn to Paris, and finally Bilbao
(Spain). And this was my big summer trip. My parents and our friends and surely
me, we visited a lot of beautiful cities, we had great moments and funny stories.
We were sailing. Every day we visited a new port. Every day we drank our
fresh-orange juice in a new place. And I really love this our holidays. I
returned to Odessa in July. I started visiting the gym and I can say honestly
that I have good progress. I became more athletic, and my stature became more
attractive. So I’m happy that I started going in for sports. And July I spent
with my friends. We went to the cinema, visited cafes, took photos, went shopping.
And August I also spent with my friends. I'm without a flicker of regret it.
And I hope that you too. And I want to wish good autumn for everybody. Believe
in your dreams and be happy.
Friday, August 30, 2013
The awful night
This night
was awful. I wouldn’t better
reminisce to this mouse. It
visited me. I was sleeping, and suddenly I opened my eyes, I heard some noise.
It was out from the wall. I screamed, took my teddies and blanket, and went
down to the kitchen, where I spent my last night hours. And everything would be
okay, unless the mosquito, who wanted to eat me. And I was fighting with this mosquito
till 3:30 am. At 6:30 am I had to wake up. I had my gym lessons. In the gym I
was absolutely sleepy. And then in the car I was sleeping. And I beg this mouse
not to disturb me during my sleep time, because this time is my favorite time.
I stay with myself and I can dream, and sleep. This two monsters (mouse and
mosquito) ruined my day.
And I drew this picture by myself
.)
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Thursday, August 29, 2013
Autumn???
Autumn is
closer and closer. Very soon we’ll again take out the wardrobe our warm coats.
More often I’ll drink tea and watch the TV, sitting in the nice warm blanket. I’ll
wear my lovely UGG. I like them, because my feet are in heat, and UGG are very
soft and comfortable. It’s not an add , no. It’s just my opinion. I like winter
and surely I like snow, snowballs and I like to build snowmen. Wintertime it’s
my favorite time. I can feel a real magic power and I can find a miracle, a small
Christmas miracle. Maybe I love winter because I start to reminisce my
childhood. I reminisce my granny. I love her very very much. I love her with
infinity love. She died nearly a year ago. She had the cancer. And doctor said
that he could do nothing. My soul even now feels the sorrow. My granny and I,
we had so many plans, we wanted to do a lot of things together. It’s unfairly,
that she died. She had to live and live, and live. She was absolutely unique
person. She was very strict but in that time she was very tender and caring. And
I can’t believe that she is not with me now. I believe that she hear all my
thoughts and all my prays. I believe that she looks after me. I know that she
is my angel. And I miss her so much. I want to hug her, but instead I hug my
teddies. Every day I think about her, about my granny, about my friend. And I
remember all our travels, our funny moments, our journeys. It’s autumn. It’s
nearly autumn.
One story about me
It was
Sunday. I was laying in my bed and watching the TV. The day was absolutely lazy
and perfect. I woke up at 1 pm , ate my breakfast (cornflakes with milk, and
then a cup of tea) All day long I was watching the TV, and hours disappeared by
miracles. I remember it was 9 pm, when I suddenly heard something strange, and
then I glimpsed a mouse. Small grey mouse. And ,surely, I screamed, because I'm
afraid mouses. At 2 am , when I went to sleep, I thought that this mouse was
sleeping somewhere. And you only can imagine how great was my amazement when I
saw this mouse, running from out my bed. I took all my blankets and my teddies
with whom I sleep and moved to the kitchen. I had to sleep on the small bench
with the mattress. That night was absolutely crazy. But now I don't hear this
mouse. And even miss it.
Sunday, August 25, 2013
Thoughts
In a few weeks
I will go to Cambridge. I will leave my lovely home, my friends, parents, my
school, teachers, usual shops, sweet places. I will leave my usual life. I will
have a new chance, a new life.
Everything
is new from my bedroom till my new friends and habits. And I can’t believe in
that. Of course I understand everything, but my heart can’t realise that this year I won’t return to my
school, I won’t have usual lessons with my crazy friends, I won’t open school
doors. Some part of my soul doesn’t want to change something.
I’m going.
In two weeks I will leave. But now I have one summer week. This week it’s only
mine and my close people. I want that this week will be unforgettable for me.
And I want to spend every day from this week with a great pleasure. With my
favourite people, with my real friends. I hope that they will remember me, like
I remember them. We had a lot of sweet and crazy moments, and I know that in
the future we will have them even more than we’ve ever had.
About me
I like writing. But unfortunately I don't know what about I should write. I have some stories and they maybe can be nice, but all of them have one great problem: they haven't an ending. I don't know how to end my stories, all my ideas fly away. English is not my mother language, some words I look for in the translator and sometimes I have stupid mistakes in my stories. My first language is Russian. I like writing in Russian, I know a lot of beautiful words to describe my feelings. I don't have to open the translator every new and then. But in Russian not many people will be able to understand me. And I started writing in English. I don't know if you understand what I wanted to say, and I don't know if all the words are right, but I hope that someone likes my stories. Maybe they are usual, boring and absolutely not interesting, but if even one person likes them, I will write, write and write. Every writer needs a reader, even one reader can bring the writer extraordinary happiness. Every soul should have someone, who will bring him an inspiration and hope. And I think , I have such a soul, I hope that I have him/her.
Friday, August 23, 2013
My cute small town
I love my town. Its small narrow streets which are covered with the dust. I like its beautiful views. You can find something unusual nearly everywhere. People are going somewhere, cars are moving. Everything is in life. In autumn leaves fall down from trees, they start flying in the air and eventuve they land and covered the pavement by themselves. I like autumn. I wear my raincoat and I walk around the park, streets... I like spending the time with the people who are very important for me. With one my friend we can walk around the streets during infinity hours. We talk about nothing and I even can't imagine my life without this my friend. I will miss that time , when I go to England. But I will remember all our steps, kisses, our sweet moments.
I love my town and I love the people who live in that town. Some of them give me the happiness and I don't want it to end. I LOVE my memories. I L O V E THEM. And I love not just them.
I love my town and I love the people who live in that town. Some of them give me the happiness and I don't want it to end. I LOVE my memories. I L O V E THEM. And I love not just them.
Friday, August 2, 2013
ME me ME
Sun, wind and an azure coast. What could be better? Breeze is gently touching my face, arms and legs, touching hot sand. Blue waves are stretching to my legs. And I'm just sitting on this picturesque coast. I'm enjoying the sun, the sea, the sky, which is incredible blue, like someone painted it. Some people are passing me.
I want to do nothing, just lying on the sand and enjoying the time. I have forgotten about everything, my soul wants to fly. And I'm closing my eyes and imagine: I can FLY. SPACE. Absolute darkness. No one is around me. Scary loineliness is covering me with its coat.
Believe?
The sun is rising. Beautiful orange, yellow, purple and even grey colours are painting the sky. It's like a picture of unknown painter. The sea is breathing. Its waves are moving, they are so calm and pretty. I think, that I'm watching a film, but I am only standing on the seaside in the morning, in the GOOD morning.
It's amazingly interesting to watch the sea. Imagine what life under the water is: mermaids, fish, ancient boats and maybe Sponge Bob. The sea is relaxing me. If I have some worrying thoughts I always go to the sea, put on my earphones and sit on the bench, observing the sea. I forget all my troubles. Light breeze waves my hair. It's a P A R A D I S E. The best place in the world. I can concentrate and solve some serious problems that trouble me. The sea will always help me.
Believe in miracles , it's so important for today.
Just start to B E l i e v e.
It's amazingly interesting to watch the sea. Imagine what life under the water is: mermaids, fish, ancient boats and maybe Sponge Bob. The sea is relaxing me. If I have some worrying thoughts I always go to the sea, put on my earphones and sit on the bench, observing the sea. I forget all my troubles. Light breeze waves my hair. It's a P A R A D I S E. The best place in the world. I can concentrate and solve some serious problems that trouble me. The sea will always help me.
Believe in miracles , it's so important for today.
Just start to B E l i e v e.
Summer and me
Only in summer you can sit all night long and observe stars. You can imagine whatever you want, and even you can believe in it. If you have a friend who can spend heaps of time with you: you speak about nothing, you lough like crazy, you have a real fun, you trust each other, it's absolutely fantastic, amazing, cool. That means you have a kindred sppirit, which will with you whatever will happen.
Friday, July 26, 2013
Thoughts
Thursday, July 25, 2013
A Little Story
Rain is quietly knocking at the window. The sky is grey with white clouds. All people are going with umbrellas. Maybe today it is autumn. The city is sleeping. And I also want to sleep: to close my tired eyes, to cover with my cute blanket and to hug my teddy bear. At this moment I feel some kindness and warmth in my soul. I even want to sleep there for ages. Raing is increasing, it is knocking on the pavement louder and quickly filling the cold puddles.
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
Saturday, July 20, 2013
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